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July 25, 2012
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I have a friend.
She goes by the name, "Insanity."
She shows me wonders,
Beauty that no one else sees,
She knows me so well,
Feeding the desires,
That no one else can understand.

In public, no one likes me.
They call me names.
They ignore me.
Isolate me.
Like I am not a human.
Insanity says she'll make them all disappear soon...
With my help, of course.

But, she's a bully.
She likes to anger me.
She likes to scare me.
She wants the tears to pour down my frightened face.
Bleed me of emotion. 
I endure it.
I don't want to lose my only friend.

The doctors try to take her away.
Do I really want her to leave?
She loves me...
She hurts me...
But it seems I have no choice.
With me, she will stay.
And I will be dragged further and further into her world.

Have you met her?
I hope not.
With her care comes sorrow and misery.
I have been submerged in the hell she calls home.
In this place, none shall escape.
Blood, smiles, lollipops, death, sweetness, horror, tears, fun.
Engraved on my soul, "Property of Insanity."
This.... I am proud of myself. This just might be the best one I've ever written. Wow. This is also the poem I wrote that finally got rid of my writer's block!!!
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Trueform Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No one is completely sane, and the people who claim to be are quite clearly barking mad. Those are the ones you have to watch out for :ohnoes:

The brain is split into two sides. The left side is the academia one, the one I never got along with. Maths, Science, it just doesn;t stick with me. The right side - the creative side - is the one I get along with most (this is going somewhere).

Creativeness is all about harnessing insanity. Creativeness feeds on it, forges it into a weapon; logic can often be put aside for creativity.

This poem encapsulates the good and bad sides of insanity. Lovely work.
KururusLover Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Insanity is the reason I space out and have the greatest adventures in my own imagination.
She's also the reason I stay up at night, thinking of how to keep my friends and not turn into an outcast.

Everyone's a little cukoo, that's why 'normal' should NOT be a word.
Trueform Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ugh it really shouldn't be a word.

The best way to keep friends? Be yourself and if people don't like it, they're nto worthy of being friends :nod:

Ooh yes I have those adventures too. I think she visits me occasionally. (often. All the time.)
KururusLover Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:lol: If you can't put up with the crazy emo chick, the you don't deserve none of this! *strikes pose*

Trueform Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:giggle: I'm with you there :iconherotimeplz:

Not that I would class myself as an emo chick. For one, I'm a dude. But it's true, people who don't accept you shouldn't be called friends anyway. "It's better to be hated for who you are than loved for who you're not" :)
KururusLover Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Ffff make way for the emo dude!

You said it. All you fake people who hate us will be eliminated. *cocks rifle*
Who's first?

Trueform Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:giggle: I'm more of a rocker dude in so far as I fit into any description :iconyayzplz:

*draws sword* I'll take the 3000 on the left, you take the 3000 on the right ;P
KururusLover Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Even better!

*Aims* Gotcha. In three... two....
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lovecocoabeans Aug 3, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
i like this. being enveloped in insanity- you've expressed it so well, so simply that the raw feeling of being rejected by society because one is insane and then falling deeper into insanity because of that really comes through as though directly from the person's mind.

i can see how he/she wants to get out of that spider's web but how he can't and doesn't know how to and ends up letting it take him/her

KururusLover Aug 3, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Why thank you~!

Much appreciated.
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